Why I'm messed up

[tremblin]

A few examples: I was circumcised at 3 years old, molested by my principal, was a child labourer (started at 10), was gang raped in high school, illegally sterilized at the "hospital", I need injections to live, I've been tasered, I've been pepper sprayed and it was left on my face all night while I was strapped to a bed, I've been homeless, I literally don't have all the rights most Canadians have, I was a victim of an attempted murder, I was "hail mary" punched from behind and so don't sleep every night, I spent 1.5 years of my life in third world "hospitals" (torture chambers), I eat at most 1 meal a day because it's all I can afford, I had arthritis since age 11 since I was already working as a labourer, my heart stopped beating for 10 seconds when I was tasered and it has no strength left in it now, my feet are covered in deep, incurable cracks that are extremely painful from being homeless, I was shot by someone with a nailgun, I ruptured my heart doing overly (insanely) heavy lifting at work, blew out my eardrums at work...

This isn't normal. Yet I can't get benefits that everyone with none of these issues gets.